I sat and stared at the dim, lifeless grey walls of the job centre and my OCD illuminated areas in and around my brain like a Childs back garden party full of sparklers in early November. The posters and notices stuck randomly around those walls were not straight, not in any order, and all of […]
If you’ve read my previous posts, you’ll know that my bankruptcy wasn’t caused by my own financial mismanagement. I had an issue at work in which my employer thought (and was proved incorrectly) that I had broken some rules and they reported me to the Police and also my licensing authority. I’m a professional who […]
Spending a few days away this weekend working in my friends pub did me both the world of good and also dragged me back a little. It did a lot more too, it let me see (and hear from) people that I love and that love me back, and that is a great healer in […]
My eyes are bloodshot and full of psychic tears, I cannot see the words clearly that I am typing as it is like opening your eyes underwater in a swimming pool. Everything is blurry through a thin mixture of water, salts, antibodies and Iysozymes. My heart is racing and I feel physically sick and my […]
I have just been given £100 cash for helping a friend with a driving job. That’s two weeks living money right there. Thank you Gav ! As I now have no outgoings, money should last a little longer. I’m sat in a hotel lobby in the British horse racing town of Newmarket. I have free […]
The ramblings of a bankrupt. 